EASTER REFLECTIONS / gratitude & sorrow / artistry & wonder

+I AM AFRAID I AM CLOSE TO+

>(i missed a >rendez-vous<

>w/ a >friend< i have the<

>highest regard< for and<

>my excuse is very lame)<

+BEING >TOTALLY OUT OF IT+

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>at the >moment of our much<

>appreciated< get together my<

+(I NEVER THOUGHT+

+WE WOULD >EVER+

+SEE ROME AGAIN)+

>fingers were typing an email<

>to rome arranging a hotel rm<

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+THIS IS FOR MARIANNE'S+

>(cunard cruise / rome to<

>gaudi's >sagrada familia<

>in barcelona, a treasure)< 

+EIGHTY FIFTH BIRTHDAY+

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>additionally< i >was reminded< after<

>the horror of my discovery >so many<

+(WHO ARE WE-WHERE FROM+

+WHERE GO-WHAT DO-WHAT+

+LEARN)  >(what right do i have)+ 

>other failings i am >wondering what<

>good, if any, this life review is @ all<

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 >artistry is >what keeps me going and love<
>for >marianne, marian and our family and<
+(GOOGLE : EUGENE RAY+
+>>/ MATISSE IN NICE)+
>friends who have sensitivity, appreciation<
>for poetry in daily life and its long history<
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 >my wives were-are >so important to me<
>and as i >look back on my life w/ marian<
+(LIFE IS LEARNING+
+AND IMPROVING)+
>(here in italy) i >sadly remember< many<
>ways i could have been a better husband<
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+GOOGLE :>>> EUGENE RAY /+
+METAPHYSICAL GRAPHICS+
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 +(GOOGLE : EUGENE RAY+
+>> / GENETIC MEMORY)+
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+(GOOGLE : EUGENE RAY+
+ / BLOG OF ART & LIFE)+
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 >the blog has been a wonderful blessing<
>and i am so grateful to marianne & dave<
+(MY GOAL  >SYNERGISING+
+LIFE-ART IS a CHALLENGE)+
>and you out there / i am sorry for many<
>failings in >presenting what you desire<
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 >seeing will ackel (here, left) at the alchemy<
>exhibition at the rosicrucian museum in san<
+(WILL HAS A >RADIANT+
+CALIFORNIA VINYARD)+
>jose reminds what a >treasure our alums are<
>(was so happy to >read SDSU grad ratings)<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 >our children are such a treasure for me<
>(derek's teaching award so special) and<
+(OUR CHILDREN ARE+
+SPECIAL TREASURE)+
>bronwen's loving grace transcendent w/<
>lesley's >business & mothering, radiant<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 >marianne, as i have often said >saved me<
>after marian's passing just after christmas<
+(MARIANNE >BELOVED+
+BY ALL KNOWING HER)+
>2003 / marianne is wonderful to me and i<
>wish i could match her modest humaness<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 >my archigram friends, peter cook & dennis<
>crompton are special to my memory as they<
+(ARCHIGRAM ARE TENSILE+
+ARCHITECTURE >FRIENDS)+
>were "outsiders" / or "mavericks" as alum &<
>friend >Philip Matzigkeit< has described it<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 >i am aware that my >interest in UFO<
>ET phenomena is alien to your life &<
+(UFO SIGHTING >FUELS A+
+LIFE TRANSCENDENTILY)+
>work. but if you experienced the sight<
>of a giant UFO you would understand<
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 >catalogs for esoteric research / >"the book tree"<
>is of a >shop on adams avenue< in san diego &<
+(GOOGLE EUGENE RAY+
+ / DAVID CHILDRESS)
>"adventures unlimited" is of david childress the<
>famed >"indiana jones" explorer< i met in 2014<
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>alumni of my class "synergetic environments"<

>will appreciate this building in singapore for<

+(GOOGLE :>> EUGENE RAY+

+ / SYNERGETIC ENVIRON)+

>its night radiance / >the solar protection of its<

>movable >light interface leaves is impressive<

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

                                      
>in light-energy design as i have written<
>electric light w/ natural light was my #1<
+(GOOGLE : EUGENE RAY+
+ / CHRISTOPHER DUNN)+
>starting point / >then electro magnetics<
>provided the  >biotronic radiant energy<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

+DAVID CHILDRESS, >WUN CHOK+
+BONG, >NIKOLA TESLA,  >and  G.+
>(google : eugene ray<
>> / plus each name)<
+PATRICK FLANIGAN phd  >HAVE+
+ADDED VALUABLE DATA H ERE+
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
>in 1970 at SDSU we tested this theory<
>of expanded biotronic energy in cones<
>and all of our tests supported the work<
>of the pioneer genius >patrick flanigan<
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
+STUDY THE >AMAZING LIFE+
+OF >G. PATRICK FLANIGAN<+
>(his book "pyramid power"<
>is an >eye opening< >read)<
+PUBLISHED LIFE MAGAZINE+
+AS 50s  >TEENAGE PRODIGY+
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
eugene ray, mfa, architect
professor emeritus, sdsu